♥Friday, May 17, 2013♥
I didn't know that today got Associate Meeting at Pickering Hotel. We were invited to the meeting. I was so excited and happy to go. It was amazing presentation by the Human Capital and to my General Manager, Mr David. And also, congratulations to all winners. Well done to them! :)
It was really amazing as it was my first time invitation to this kind of event for the company that I worked for. I was about to cry when I reach there. They were presenting with photos and beautiful music was played. This gonna be a memorable moment for me.
Honestly to say that this is my very first time work in a hotel line and it is 5 stars hotel that was opened 4 months ago. I'm not saying this to show what I'm working as but I am really proud and happy to work in this hotel. :)
This is a friendly working environment and there is always someone who makes you smile, happy and laugh everyday while you're at work. And there is always my General Manager, Mr David, who always make you laugh and smile under tears come out. It motivates me to go to work everyday. :)
♥Yours truly, Ain
@ 11:40 PM
@ 11:40 PM
♥Thursday, May 16, 2013♥
Good afternoon to my blog readers!
Today is my 3 years 4 monthsary with my dearest babyboy! :)
Sometimes I just dont understand what my family wants.
Sometimes feel sad of having this kind of family.
Cant wait to settle down with my babyboy and moved out from my house.
The more I stay with my family, the more I can become crazy.
♥Yours truly, Ain
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@ 3:27 PM
♥Tuesday, May 14, 2013♥
Hi My blog reader! Its been a very long time my blog has been dead..
Day by day my family been worst! Which I dont know how to describe.
What happened yesterday was horrible.
It happen right in front of me in my room and i cant believe it happen.
It happen right in front of me in my room and i cant believe it happen.
If my son or daughter were very naughty or cant behave well, i wont use violence against them because im not like that.
And maybe one day they might turn to wild and
might do the same thing to their parents when they are old.
And maybe one day they might turn to wild and
might do the same thing to their parents when they are old.
♥Yours truly, Ain
@ 11:37 PM
@ 11:37 PM
♥Thursday, November 1, 2012♥
Goodbye to October!
Hello to November! Yeah, gonna watch my Jacob soon!! HAHA!!
Sorry for not updating guys! Busy with work and other stuff!
I love my job now!! :)
Anyway, next weekend gonna be busy with cousin's wedding!
Okay, that's all for today!! Thank god it's friday tomorrow!
♥Yours truly, Ain
@ 8:52 PM
@ 8:52 PM
♥Saturday, October 13, 2012♥
Hello to all my blog readers!
Sorry for not updating all this while! I've been busy working!
Guess what? My previous company wants me to work back with them!
And I agreed! I am glad that they are willing to take me back.
Working as Data Entry! I love my job as my job doesn't need to pick up any calls from clients or customers, doesn't need to hand in any deadlines.
Just key in data into the systems and sorting cheques that's all.
And also, have to do overtime.
There is another job offered at Starhub at MacPherson but
I turned them down as the working day is a retail hours and
I'm just sick and tired of picking up phone calls and talk to customers.
I'm sick and tired of people tells me what to do and what not to do!
That's all I have to say for now! Enjoy reading guys! And keep on reading!
♥Yours truly, Ain
@ 11:20 PM
@ 11:20 PM
♥Monday, October 1, 2012♥
Goodbye to September!
Hello to October!
Hope my October month will be better than my September month.
It's been struggling for me from time to time.
Day by day, I've been thinking about what's going to happen to my future.
I guess I have nothing more to say.
Enjoy your day my blog readers! :)
♥Yours truly, Ain
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@ 4:42 PM
♥Wednesday, September 5, 2012♥
I went for another interview at my friend's company as Admin Asst in Accounting firm. I came early for interview. I never late for interview before. Before I went for interview which the location is unfamiliar to me, I goggle and search for the location before I went down for an interview so that I could not lost my way.
The boss interviewed me and he really makes me talk more about myself and he really want me to impressed him to make consider and make him think that why he should select me for the job. I told him everything and he seems to be happy with it. He told me that by end of the day or tomorrow morning he will call me. For now, Just hope and pray of what's gonna happen next.
♥Yours truly, Ain
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@ 3:20 PM
♥Sunday, September 2, 2012♥
Welcome To September Month!
Hello to all my blog readers! Sorry for not updating my blog as I'm kinda busy with work and other stuffs. Thank you to those who read my blog and love reading them! Keep on reading okay!
I went for an interview on Friday for media industry as Admin and HR Assistant but they need one week to make a decisions. Something came up in my mind. Should I explore in a media industry whereby reading a news article to make a report or just being in a Auditing Firm doing Secretarial work? At least, I could improve more on my English by reading news article rather than siting down in a office and thinking don't know what else I should do and doing billing which I don't know how to. I just want to enjoy my work and enjoy what I love.
I have some family issues all this while. I just hate the feeling of people who keep forcing me when I told them that I don't want to! I don't force you, you don't force me. It's simple as that! I say I don't want to go and I really don't want to go! Also, I hate the feeling whereby people ask me what to do and what not to do. I'm 21, I'm not a kid anymore. I just hate it when people tells me that my Boyfriend is so important to me and I left my family behind. I wouldn't have come home if I think my Boyfriend is so important to me and I wouldn't think that I have a family.
There is no point of showing or trying to be hypocrite infront of your parents to show that you are the very good son or daughter but behind them, only Allah knows it. I would like to apologies to everyone for spreading about my family issues in this Sunday Morning. I just feel frustrated. I feel like crying. Crying doesn't mean that I'm weak. I'm just too tired for being quiet and kept in my heart all this while.
♥Yours truly, Ain
@ 10:06 AM
@ 10:06 AM
♥Thursday, August 16, 2012♥
Anniversary Dinner with ♥
Happy 2 Years 7 Months Anniversary!!
We've been though bitter and sweet together for 2 Years 7 Months now!
I am so grateful that Allah gave me a guy who can accept me for what I am and can take good care of me.
You always there to support me from behind.
Since fasting month, we seldom meet each other.
The more we seldom meet, the more my love towards you grow stronger.
I ♥ you even more bby! ♥♥
♥Yours truly, Ain
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@ 12:19 AM
♥Sunday, August 12, 2012♥
Trust and Honesty in relationship
I am a 21 years
old girl who wish to share with you of what I had experience in trust and
honesty in relationship. Last month, one of Singapore Malay Actor added me in
Tagged. I accepted the friend request. He started the conversation with me and
I try to follow up chatting with him. I told him that I saw him twice at the
area where I used to work and he didn’t even smile at me when I look at him. He
told me that he doesn’t like to smile to the person that he doesn’t know.
It’s been 2
months that we are friends. I did went out with him twice during lunch time. He
shares his problem and I did share my problems too. He is 31 years old man,
with fancy car, good career, loaded with money and he is married twice already
and he have some issues with his wife.
At first, I
thought that, it is silly to went out with other woman when you’re already
married. He is married and I’m in relationship with someone. And not being
honest with his wife and neither my boyfriend. He will text me when he is not
busy. I was so happy when I met him because he is one of my favourite Malay
Actor of all.
I have just
lost my job that I love. I told my boyfriend on the phone about what happen. He
told me to relax and don’t think so much. I told him that I don’t have enough
money to spend for myself. He told me that it’s okay because he is there for
me. I told him that I need to put down the phone as he is making me cry. He then
told me not to cry. And then I hung up the phone.
I started to
realize that my boyfriend is always there to support me whenever I have
problems. And always willing to listen to whatever problems that I have and he
will give me advise. And now, I have make a decision that I have to stop meeting
and entertain that actor because I don’t want to get involved in other people’s
marriage especially an actor like him. My mother used to advise me not to
interfere with other people’s problem because people might not like it and
might blame you for causing it. So now, I’ve realize and learned my mistakes that
I should stop texting that actor or meeting him.
Trust and
honesty is really necessary for people in relationship. If you want your
relationship to be strong, you need to trust that person. But don’t not trust
100% as you might get hurt from the person you love. Don’t give too much high
hopes to them as you might not know what’s going to happen in future. You can
have a lot of friends and hang out with them. But when it comes to trust, the
other party have to trust that person that he/she loves that she is being
friends with them. Just hanging out, going shopping, watching movies, going
starbucks and have coffee together.
One thing if
you want your partner to trust you, you have to honest with him/her. Once
he/she finds out that you are not honest with your partner, he/she lose the
trust on you. Try to be honest with your partner whatever you do because it’s
not good that you being dishonest with your partner.
If you have a
habit of dishonesty, you have to stop of what you are doing and try to start a
new habit of trying to learn to be honest with your partner. You could try to
go for a counseling and share your problems about how you can improve your
habit of being honest with your partner and maybe your counselor can help you
how to solve your problems.
Yours truly,
Ain
♥Yours truly, Ain
@ 12:38 PM
@ 12:38 PM
♥Thursday, August 9, 2012♥
MOVIE DATE WITH BABYLOVE!!♥♥
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♥Yours truly, Ain
@ 11:56 PM
@ 11:56 PM
♥Wednesday, August 8, 2012♥
HOW DID I FIND MY RIGHT MAN?
I
always thought that finding a right man it was easy but trust me, it is not
that easy. From friendship turns into love. It’s not easy though. You will feel
it that when you find your right man. I did it! Just sharing my love to you
guys.
From
an empty and sadness girl which when she has no other way to go to the other
brighter side of her. There’s a man who always keeps her spirits up and always
non -stop cheering her up whenever she is down.
He is always there for her whenever she needs. He is always there to
wipe her tears off and always lend his shoulders for her to cry on. He always
there to support her from behind.
The
first time I met him, he was good looking and cute. Always go on a date with me
although there is only a little time that has left. I feel so happy whenever
I’m with him. He always brighten my day with his cute smile. He always make me
laugh out loud. My magic man will always makes me happy.
While
we are in friendship, I always keep in touch with him whenever I go. I don’t
know why I like him. Maybe because, I felt that he is the one that can take
care of me and make me happy. He is a joker all the time. Makes me happy
whenever I’m with him.
Sometimes
I feel so insecure whenever I’m not with him. I don’t really trust him 100%
when he is not with me. But I know that he is a workaholic. He always comes
home after work. When he wants to go out with his friends, he will tell me.
Whenever
we argue, from a little to a bigger matter, things is getting change when we
argue. Everything’s change. We intend to say unnecessary things whatever comes
from out from our mouth when we are angry at someone. And always say directly
to that person.
After
I broke up with my ex, Din. He keep asking for an answer to be his girlfriend.
I told him that I can’t give him the answer now because my mind was totally
blank and I didn’t think of having
relationship that fast. After a few days going out with him, I have decided to
be his girlfriend.
I
was so happy to be his girlfriend because I know that he can take good care of
me. I try to test him once. When I used to go out with my ex, Din. I told him
honestly that I go out with my ex. He was so pissed and angry at me and ask why
I go out with him. At first he say that he’s not going to be jealous if I go
out with guys. But in the end, he got jealous when I go out with my ex.
But
after that incident, we both had our heart to heart talk. We talk about the
friendship that we made in Facebook and Tagged. We had our talk. And he told me
about his limits and so am I. we both know our limits. And he told me why he
was so pissed and angry with me when I went out with my ex is because he don’t
like how the way my ex treat me and he hated him so much. After I knew the
reason why, I try to stop seeing him.
Every
month have past, I always remember our anniversary. I never forget our
anniversary. Not even once. I feel so happy when we celebrated our anniversary.
I don’t care whether it comes with a gifts or not as long as I with him, I’ll
be happy.
It’s
been almost 2 years 7 months we’ve been together. Yes, I do believe that we
have ups and downs at times. Every relationship have their ups and downs. But
the matter of fact that, it’s whether you know how to handle the matter or not
that’s all. If you know, then it will be no problem. We did had our biggest
argument once. He make me cry in the morning when I was on the way to work till
I’m not in the mood to go to work.
We
try to talk things out. I thought that it will be easier when talk things out.
But I was wrong. It goes really not good. Till we almost broke up. That day
really haunts me a lot. After that
argument, I try to calm myself down and say that this is just a dream. I told
myself that no matter whenever we had argument, I must not give up easily.
This
fasting month, we are not suppose to meet till Hari Raya. But in the end, we
still meet each other. As we both are busy working and no time for each other.
But we still meet and break our fast outside. Per week, we meet about 3 times a
week. We never meet too often. This fasting month makes my love towards him is
more stronger than ever. I feel I’m in love with him more.
The
moral of this story is how did I find my right man? Well, yeah it’s true that
it wasn’t easy to find a good man who can love you for who you are and take
good cares of you always and support you always. Always respect your decisions.
I think he is the last man that I want. I want no other man. I love him even more.
Yours
truly,
Ain
♥Yours truly, Ain
@ 10:02 PM
@ 10:02 PM
♥Friday, August 3, 2012♥
Welcome to August!
Good news! I've received GST money, $250!
Well, things didn't work out for me, I mean my work... A lot of things that I've been thinking about. I'm so stress as I'm out of job. People always bully me whereby when I love my job and people keep take advantage of me whereby I keep quiet and doing what I've been instructed to. But this time round, I'm happy as I finally stand up for myself. After what they had done to me, I finally realise something and stand up for myself. This time round, I'm gonna make things right.... To be continue......
♥Yours truly, Ain
@ 5:45 AM
@ 5:45 AM
♥Friday, July 13, 2012♥
Celebrating Boyfriend's 27th Birthday!
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Birthday Boy with his nephew
Time to open the present!
My Gift to him :
Body shop perfume & Hair& Body Wash
Birthday Boy Cake
Boyfriend and his niece
SMILE!
Birthday boy going off to work!
♥Yours truly, Ain
@ 1:00 AM
@ 1:00 AM
♥Saturday, July 7, 2012♥
Sometimes I just simply can't tolerate anymore with family problems. Everyday stress at home with housework are not done. Plates and cups everytime did not wash. No one help to wash it except me. Why everytime I become the victim of all of this? I feel ashamed of having a sister which already forgotten of her responsibility as a wife and feel ashamed of having a brother which everytime is lazy to do hang his clothes after wash, or wash his own plates and cups. I just wonder how is he gonna live without us born in this world? Is this how he gonna help mom without doing any housework together as a sibling? He thinks he's the king in the house. I really couldn't stand my sister forgetting her responsibility and also my nephews and niece. They always make the house so messy and everyday the same thing happen. I feel like running away and don't feel like coming back. I feel more happy if I don't have this kind of siblings. I really feel ashamed!!! I feel so ashamed that I was born in this family. Every single time I became a victim. I feel like shouting and tell the world the world that I really hate this family now. What's the point of me coming back home? There's no change at all. It's really full of shits! Everyday is the same routine that you have to do. When is this gonna end? I can't bear of living in this house anymore. Living at Boyfriend house will be no stress for me. And stress of getting married just for the sake of mom getting married. I won't get married till everything is prepared and ready. Nowadays, money comes first. Not married then money comes last. No! My family is like pushing and like forcing me to get married faster just for the sake of mom. I'm sure my late step dad would be sad about what he sees about this. The feeling of not having a new dad is still there, no matter what it takes. I really miss my late step dad. I wish he is still here with us. It's gonna be 2 years next month he's gone. He support me all the way till I went into ITE. He's gone when I was in my 3rd job. This is so unfair. I just wondering why my brother hate me so much? What did I do to him till sometimes he shout at me? He is always full of anger! Sometimes when things are not related to him then he suddenly will shout at you! He really needs to attend anger management class. He thinks he is always right! I miss my happy family. Everyone seems to live as it is but I'm not and I can't. Why can't everything back to normal? Why he is gone so sudden? I miss him so much!!
♥Yours truly, Ain
@ 1:20 AM
@ 1:20 AM
♥Monday, July 2, 2012♥
Goodbye to awesome and fantastic June!
Say hello to July!
May it goes smoothly with plans and fasting month! :)
Good news to share with everyone! :)
Alhamdulillah! I've got a job as Part time corporate secretarial assistant.
Start work on the 16 July.
♥Yours truly, Ain
@ 1:07 PM
@ 1:07 PM
♥Friday, June 22, 2012♥
Went out with Boyfriend yesterday. Waited for him at Woodlands as he went to English course at Civil Centre. Then we went to paragon to look for G-Star Raw jeans for him. But the price is really expensive it cost about $400 and above and in the end didn't buy. So we walk all the way from Orchard all the way down to OG Orchard Point. Saw this ladies Levi's Jeans. One pair is $139 and 2 pairs will $199. So I asked Boyfriend to take one pair and I take another pair. In the end, I bought Boyfriend a pair of Levi's Jeans. Then we went for late lunch at Long John Silver at Plaza Singapura. After lunch, we walk all the way to Bras Basah and to City Hall. Then we went back home as we both are tired. And Boyfriend wasn't feeling that well. He caught up with fever. And I'm caught with sleepiness.
♥Yours truly, Ain
@ 5:00 PM
@ 5:00 PM
♥Wednesday, June 20, 2012♥
My 21st Birthday Celebration with Boyfriend!
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I would like to say thank you for all of your wishes. I really2 appreciate alot! Seriously, I really enjoy my day! Boyfriend is really full of surprises! First, he surprised me with Swatch watch. Second, he surprised me with a box of heart shape of Famous Amos Cookie. I cried when I opened the box. Seriously, I dun feel like eating the cookie! Third, he surprised me of going adventure at Sentosa Island. We went for Megazip. It was really AWESOME! You guys should try it! Forth, the cable car. My very first cable car ride with him and he became my photographer for the day. Fifth, the song of the sea in the sentosa island. It was fantastic with the songs and the fire works!! Enjoy my 21st Birthday! :)
♥Yours truly, Ain
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@ 11:55 PM
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