Hey Guys! 

 Just to share with you people that I am feeling frustrated due to finance for my family. Right now, 5 people living in the house. My mum, my brother, mum's boyfriend (The pakcik who likes to talk world) (living in the house for 8 years staying with us and don't know when gonna get married to my mum), my boyfriend and i.  

Seriously, my boyfriend just told me on the phone that he asked my mum whether she has enough money or not and she replied she doesn't have enough. My boyfriend just told me to give my mum money quietly without letting her boyfriend see it. I am really angry cause my mum's boyfriend like telling that he gives my mum money for her expenses. I mean "hello for her own expenses and expenses for the housing is totally different meaning!"

Like we as a muslim, when we are married, our husband suppose to give the wife money every month called " duit belanje and duit nafkah". Duit belanje means for own expenses and Duit Nafkah means maintenance money that needed for living. 

Seriously guys, i feel like crying my tears out. It has been like this since that man staying in the house for 8 years and till now not married to my mum. That part really makes me so angry. You are living in the house for 8 years and not yet marry to my mum. If he doesn't have any intention of marrying my mum, might as well don't need to act as if you're my father and head of the house cause my brother is the head of the house and he can anytime chase you out of the house. 

For example, when he (mum's boyfriend) is not working during weekends, when he wakes up, he sits in the living room watching tv all day long. He won't be automatic to help to heat up the food in the kitchen or even help out around the house. Seriously guys, i am like the maid in house. Seriously, really pity of my mum cause she's getting a man like that so selfish and thinking of himself. If i were in my mum shoes, i leave him for maybe in 2 years and don't need to wait for 8 years or more cause that man doesn't have any intention to marry you, then might as well you find someone that wants to be with you and bring along with you to Jannah. My mum is 58 years old now.. Guys, how can you expect me to be calm in this situation? 

That is the reason why my boyfriend and I has started again to saves as much our money and get married quickly and ASAP. So that i can't keep comparing between me and my mum. We saved our money every month and gonna wait and see how much money can we save till this year December. 3 more months to December.

I just don't know what else to do anymore with my family.. 😭😭